to that anonymous spammer spells anonymous "annonymus"

first of all, don't criticize me like you're better than me. You're not. If you're lifeless enough to go around spamming other people's blog, you're just a pathetic attention seeker.

and ultimately, i love how i look, despite my paranoia. and if you're so intent on making other people feel lower than you, i don't think you're all that hot either. even if you are on the outside, you just showed me you're real ugly inside. hey, inner beauty shines.

and you know what? don't be such a coward and spam my blog.

if you have a problem with me, take it up with me. i'm not gonna bite you. i don't have a problem with anyone having anything against me if there's some valid reason. i do have a problem with people who are hypocrites. people who think they're better than everyone else and therefore have every right to criticize people. and most of all, i have a problem with people who feel the need to make other people feel bad about themselves just so they can feel better about themselves.

and you know what? my bf is a wonderful person. i'm sorry if you're so lonely and miserable that you have try to make people who actually have someone to love, feel bad. honestly, i don't hate you for what you said. i don't even resent you. sure, it hurt at first. but now? i just pity you. not only did you just show a complete stranger what an unpleasant person you are, you told every person who reads this blog how immature you really are.

and lastly, i'm so sorry that there is nothing i can do to help you become a more worthwhile person. but i'll tell you this, if you don't get an attitude check asap, you're gonna end up in a small, overly crowded flat, alone with your 49 cats.

so good luck with that. oh and, btw, its spelt A.N.O.N.Y.M.O.U.S. :)

- ing

p/s: don't bother leaving some other pointless comment in an effort to be spiteful. you're banned and whatever future crap will be deleted.

xo.

update update update :)

my comp is backk ! :D

before we go anywhere else..

R.I.P
MICHAEL JACKSON

&FARRAH FAWCETT

25th June 09 :(

same day summore weih. dam sad. :(

but up to happier news, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO :

SUZANNE !! :D
20th june.
yes, late. i wouldda put it up on time but, my comp. D:
we miss having you around hun. :(

& SOUNG HUI !! :D
uhmm 26th i think. (:

just to sum up the previous post, i'm quite okay-ish with my results. but the fact that i got beat for history makes me v. v. dissatisfied.

uhhhh. not much else to post up. == life's been exceptionally boring these past few weeks.

xo,
ing

first day :S

first day of school today and OMIGOSHHH.

RESULTS!! DD:

i was quite satisfied with my bio(surprisingly), and my business. i got lower than i expected for bm and m.s. maths was horrible as usual. >A<

screw laa. gonna get back english and history tmr.

diiiieee.

only one person got an A in my class .. and i'm pretty sure it isn't me. for english i mean. B la maybe. whatever it is, i don't think i'll be satisfied. history is.. let's just put it this way. X.X

screwscrewscrewscrewSCREW.

gaahhh.

anyways, i think i'm abit fake. xD i'm not sure but sometimes i do things or say things and i feel kinda plastic-ish. @@ i have some weird habits.. and i think i hafta learn to smile properly. xD

and did you guys watch the MTV MOVIE AWARDS?? one word. O.M.G. edwardcullen(*/robert pattinson)lovers go WATCH!! tmr at 5!!.. i think. got repeat. or 6. not sure. but GO GO GO!!

i'm rambling aren't i? blahh. whatever laa.

<3's
ing.

p.s. yeah. i'm changing my font to BLUEEE~!!

tagged.

1 . What have you been doing recently?
thinking.

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
only when it jams or something.. or almost no battery and i need it.

3 . What happened at 10am today?
nothing. i was halfawake in bed.

4 . When did you last cry?
yesterday. xD

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
of course i do.

6 . What do you want in life now?
a real best(bestbestbest) friend.

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
i just run.

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
sleep? xD

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
blue shorts.

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
my messages from ed. (:

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
haven't i answered this question before? == yes.

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
uhm. no.

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
hannah monatana the movie. x) it was niiiice!!

14 . What are you proud of ?
my voice, usually. but if i sing right now, i'll probably sound like a toad. xD

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?

its a really long sweet one from ed, which i will not bother typing cos it is really long.

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
i managed to croak out Here Comes Goodbye by Rascal Flatts. (:

17 . Do you have any nicknames?

uhm.. ing. angel(self-proclaimed). squishy. outgrid.. i think that's it.

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
":-D i'm happy now k call you soon." -ed. (:

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
uhm.. 12 plus i think.

20 . Are you currently happy?
not really.

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
a lot of people.

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yep! love it.

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
who do you think?

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
yeah.

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
ed.

26.Do you like yourself?
most times.

27.You want $5 or $10?
obviously 10 right?

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
hahaha! yeah. xD

29.Who is your best best best friend(s)?

hard to say.

30.What will you do if you like that boy?
give the most obvious hints ever. xD

31.Who are your favourite stars?
too many to name.

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
never.

33.Do you had even stead before?
???

34.what type of boy do you like?
haha. funny, and apparently, dark-skinned, mata sepeted guys. (:

35.Now are you single/attached?
very. very. attached.

Pass this tag to 10 people !

1. sean alistair.
2. derek yap.
3. melody chua.
4. tan joeyee.
5. elle lee .
6. audrey chew.
7. kylie ngeow.
8. keith see.
9. justinaa.
10. anna tan.

1. Would you date number 5?
uh. straight girl here.

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
OMG!! *call* *call* DEREKK! YOU OK RIGHT? RIIIGHT????

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?

justina? oh. they friends mehh?? OO

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
== that's likely.

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
doesn't he always? (:

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
HAHAHAHA. i think i'd laugh my ass off. let's see what disaster's hitting her!

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
hahaha. i'll be dam excited la.

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
that's likely too somehow.

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.

okay. we'll probably meet up there somewhere.

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason
hah. probably because he was speeding or driving under the influence. xD

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
okay maa. les partner. xD

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
KAY! LET'S GO!!

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
where we going?

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
talk talk talk.

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.

hahaha. i can imagine that.

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
awww. its k. *huggggg*

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
Derek. you're paying for damages. ==

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
:DD KOALA!! FOR ME RIGHT??

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
reallly??? but i dont play. x.x

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
sorry. i dont think i know this game.. (i suck at card games. xD)

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
CRAZY ARH??!! if you fat then what about MEEEE? T_T

22. Number 7 looks lonely!
REALLY? come darliing. i still want you!

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
i'd slap him across the face. ==

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
that seems unlikely.

25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
your hair black d laa. wan dye summore for whaat?

26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
*call* *call* COME BACK NOOOWWW!!!!

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
*huuuuuggg*

28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once! Is it possible?

sure, i'd hit the ground hard. ;)

end.

redang. EDITED

short post.

it was okay.

i'm too lazy to post up everything. but its on mel and vio's blogs. so please go see. (:

links are that way >>
please help yourselves. (:

Ing.

happiness.

this is a Tuesday, 2 June 2009 post. (:

HAPPY 300 DAYS HUN ! <3

haha.. quite fast. can still remember every bit of our story. (: awwwhh. i love you. =3

<3
.. but face kena block. xD too taaall.

..and i got him a pressie.

see? :D

300 stars for 300 days together. and yes, there is most definitely three hundred in all, and i didn't cheat. (:

heee~

loveslovesloves.
.ing.

next big adventure? REDAAAAAANGG!!! :DD

R.I.P. Mommy.

I've been keeping this kinda private..
for the past few days anyways.
Just telling people in my circle, and people who knew her.

But the whole of ACTS know now.
So might as well.

My mom's been fighting cancer since early December last year.
After fighting for half a year exactly,
she lost her battle on Thursday.

yeah.

But a lot of people have been very very kind.
ACTS and Anna's fam, thanks for all the pretty flowers (:
And everyone who came.
ACTS fam.
Anna and her Mom.
Chua and fam.
& also to everyone who showed they cared,
even in the smallest ways.
You guys are awesome. (:
love you guys. xo.

And I'm mourning in my own weird way.
Not crying and just laughing. hah.

its just better this way.
she was suffering so now she won't anymore.
and i love her too much (: